Friday, November 16, 2018 | 1:07 PM | 0 ♥ Sweet Candy
Bullying, Criticised,
Ostracise
I became stronger, by
telling myself everything would be over.
Pain, Hardship,
Powerless
That’s what I feel
when I go through it all by myself.
Obedience, Responsible,
Studious
That’s what I was
expected to be.
Happy, Carefree,
Pampered
That’s what people saw
me as.
Tolerance, Endurance,
Patience
That’s what I taught
myself to become stronger.
Depression, Starving,
Anxiety
That’s what I got, by
trying to be stronger all by myself.
Breathless,
Oppressive, Heart burn
That’s what I tried
to overcome every day.
Unconditioned love,
Future, Scarifies
That’s what you
promise me.
Thrill, Endorphins,
Security
That’s what you gave
me.
Lost, Confusion,
Dispose
That’s what you left
me with when you left.
Insecurities,
Overthinking, Over analysing
That’s what I do when
you left.
Hatred, Unworthy,
Pathetic
Was I ever good
enough for anyone?
Cheated, Angered,
Sadness
That’s when I saw you
again.
But I don’t blame
you.
I love you, I miss
you, I’ll stay with you forever
Those words you said
hunt me now.
Sorrow, Heartbreak,
Numbness
Because, when l
recall, it’s all I feel.
Disappointment, Insufficient,
Incompetent
That’s what I see myself
as in your shoe
It wasn’t your fault.
Realisation, Grateful,
Thankful
For everything you’ve
done to me.
Forgiveness,
Kindness, Appreciation
For everything you’ve
taught me.
Relived, Lightness,
Contentment
That’s what I feel
when I finally smile.
I got stronger and
better all by myself.
Cautious, Doubtful,
Loneliness
But it broke some
parts of me.
Mean, Blunt,
Emotionless
That’s what I
portray, as a shield to protect myself.
Clueless, Innocent,
Unknowing
That’s what I show,
to get to understand people’s true motive
Smart, Observant,
Quick-witted
That’s what I really
was.
Happy, Stronger,
Broken
That’s what I am now.
But I don’t blame you.
It wasn’t your fault.
Nobody could love a
broken person like me.
Not even me.
Friday, May 26, 2017 | 10:52 PM | 0 ♥ Sweet Candy
When this rain
Falls above my head
I will end up getting soaked
To my heart
Falls above my head
I will end up getting soaked
To my heart
Please stay with me
I still can’t be in this rain
Without you
I still can’t be in this rain
Without you
I’m still young and
I'm a little too scared
I know well that
It is going to stop soon but
I keep yearning for you
I'm a little too scared
I know well that
It is going to stop soon but
I keep yearning for you
Will it stop now?
All these rain drops,
All these tears
I don’t want to be shivering in the cold
And get soaked in the rain
All these rain drops,
All these tears
I don’t want to be shivering in the cold
And get soaked in the rain
Someday, these freezing cold rain
Will become warm tears
Falling down
It’s alright
It is just a passing downpour
Will become warm tears
Falling down
It’s alright
It is just a passing downpour
This is just how I feel
After I met you
I hadn't
Lose our happy memories
To the rain
I hadn't
Lose our happy memories
To the rain
When the rain stops
Let’s meet again
We shall be smiling again
Together
Let’s meet again
We shall be smiling again
Together
But we all know
Just let me cry for a moment
As I lend the raindrops
So you can’t see
My tears
Just let me cry for a moment
As I lend the raindrops
So you can’t see
My tears
Goodbye to us now
Friday, August 12, 2016 | 10:20 PM | 0 ♥ Sweet Candy
If only....
♥Love Me Unconditionally♥
Thursday, July 7, 2016 | 9:34 AM | 0 ♥ Sweet Candy
I'm really going to miss you so badly.
"I CAN'T GO BACK TO THE TIMES BEFORE I LOVED YOU. THAT'S HOW MUCH I'M FALLING INTO YOU."
Wednesday, June 1, 2016 | 11:18 PM | 0 ♥ Sweet Candy
Walk Away
I guess I should've known better
I left my heart out forever
I tell myself this time It's different
No goodbyes cause I
Can't bear to say it
I'll never survive
Just walk away
And don't look back
Cause if my heart breaks it's gonna hurt so bad
You know I'm strong
But I can't take that
I really wish I could blame you
But I know that it's no one's fault
A Cinderella with no shoe
And a prince that doesn't know he's lost
This heaviness feels so familiar
Each goodbye with just the same old song
But this time I will not surrender
Cause I'm gone
I've got to let it go
Start protecting my heart and soul
Cause I don't think I'll survive
A goodbye again
| 11:07 PM | 0 ♥ Sweet Candy
Take my hand, Take a breath
Pull me close, Take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine
And let the music be your guide
Won't you promise me, that you'll never forget
We'll keep dancing
Wherever we go next
It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding
Someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling
The way we do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance?
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all
And you can't keep us apart
Cause my heart is wherever you are
It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding
Someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling
The way we do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance?
No mountain's too high and no ocean's too wide
Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour, what we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe that we were meant to be
It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding
Someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling
The way we do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance?
| 10:36 PM | 0 ♥ Sweet Candy
Real Ending Of Little Mermaid
The prince married another princess, and the Little Mermaid's heart was broken. But her sisters rise out of the water and bring her a knife that the Sea Witch has given them in exchange for their long, beautiful hair.
Telling her if she kills the prince and lets his blood drip on her feet, she will become a mermaid once more. All her suffering will end, and she will live out her full life in the ocean with her family.
However, the Little Mermaid cannot bring herself to kill the sleeping prince lying with his new bride, and she throws the knife and herself off the ship into the water just as dawn breaks. Her body dissolves into foam.
"The only reason why this was my favorite story."
♥Love Me Unconditionally♥