Friday, September 21, 2012 | 9:00 PM | 0 ♥ Sweet Candy
I really don't know what to do anymore
I'm disappointed,hurt,lost
I'm just having mixed feelings
If only you would notice my effort in trying to make it work
I'm just speechless
My heart is all numb now
I cried out my heart
But it's not making me feel any better
I'm scared okay
I'm not that strong as you think i am
Do you know what's happening now, is all my worse fears?
All my worst fear is happening now
And i'm really terrified
I've no more strength left me
Just SPEECHLESS,WEAK
And i'm lost
How do you think i'm feeling now?
Everything is just pilling on me
It's not easy for me too okay?
Being ignored, neglected by the one you LOVE
Being lead on then crush down
What do you want me to do?
LIKE SERIOUSLY?
My tears are all dried up
Heart is all numbed
I can't say a word
It pains me to say a word now
I just hope you would choose me
I really want us to be just like what we used to be
I want you to be willing to accept me whole heartedly
Okay?
