It's been so long since i last posted

It's been so long since i talk to you

It's been so long since i message you

Seriously i miss you so much 

But i have a feeling inside of me wanting to give up

It's been 5months and 13days

If we didn't break up today would be our 9month :'(

I'm not in a mood for holidays

Cause i can't see you

Plus i'm scared that your feeling might fade

Seriously do you ever had a feeling of giving up

But you don't want to 

Cause all you had been through 

With him is worth all the pain you are having now

It's not worth letting this most important person in your heart

Go as you love him so much

That you had a feeling of waiting for him no matter what it takes

But when talk to a girl or seem so close to a girl

You'll get jealous and feel like giving up

But you would felt stupid for giving up just like that 

But nothing has happen and you are not sure if hr still love you

Everyday worrying about him not loving you anymore

And would get a girlfriend someday 

Then you would seriously need to give up then

Haiz... but if he really get a girlfriend i don't think i would give up