All of those memories

In my blog

I saw it and i thought i was still in the past

In the past where

You were still with me

I miss you...

I tried hard to sleep evernight

But i just can't

Nothing seems to be like the past anymore

Where i was still

Happy and Cheerful

Nothing seems to work out anything

Anymore

Without you....

Haiz....

Don't feel rally well nowadays

Having bad stomachache

And headache

Haiz...

I'm missing you

Just wished that time could

Just rewind

Rewind back to the times we

Spent together

I'm really missing you...

Today should be a special day

haiz...

Crying everynight

Hopping you would be mine

Once again

Wishing time could rewind

Rewind back to the

Fun times we had together

Hopping i would did right this time

And i would held you tight with me

And never let you go

I'm missing you...

Nothing hurts anymore

I don't know whats the meaning of hurt anymore

I'm just dying inside

No soul,No emotion,No feeling

I feel like i'm a dead person

It just hurts so much....

That i can't really know

What am i feeling...

Cry myself to sleep every night

I cry till i have no more energy

To cry

Then i would just close my eyes

And think of you...

It doesn't hurt at all...

Nothing i did is hurting me

I'm just a heart beak person

With no soul

Or any emotion

I can't tell what was is the meaning

For happiness

AnyMore

Nothing hurts more then the inside...

Every time i try to sleep

I would think of you

When will you be back???

Whenever i can't sleep

I would cry myself to sleep

Or i would think of the moments

That we spent together

I tried hard not to cry

But i just can't

Once i think of you

My tears would just came down from my eyes

Once tears came down it's hard to stop it

From coming down again

When will you be back....

I'm back form malaysia!!

First day we reached the hotel(Amanda Hotel)

But we don't know how to get in

So we turn around and around

For about 1hours till we got in

Went to SunWay Lagoon

On the second day

So fun

360 degree turn!!!

Played 2 times and i had a headache

Third day headed to Golden legacy hotel

Went to eat and walked around the neighbor hood

Forth day went to Jonker Street

For Chicken rice ball!!!!!

And of cause shop shop shop!!!

Firth Day when to malacca Shopping center

To shop!!

Sixth Day went to Watch movie

Watch 'Gullive's Taver'

Went to eat lunch then

Then continue watch

'Narnia The voyage of the dawn trader'

We seat the same seat for both movies

Same seats and same theater

So cool!!!

Last day when back to singapore

Went to eat KFC first

Then headed back to SG

All the pics will be at Face book

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=44453&id=1836339072

Wat should i do???

I act like i'm ok

But i'm not

Haiz....

Hmm...
Ooh... ooh...

All I hear is raindrops, falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go
'Cause this pain I feel, won't go away
And today I'm officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I've fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today I'm officially missing you

Ooh, can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially...

All I do is lay around, two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all, I don't know you at all

Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say, baby, safe to say
That I-I'm officially missing you

Ooh, can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially

Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way to let go of you

Ooh... can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially...

It's official
Hoo, you know that I'm missin' you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I-I'm officially missin' you

I had reject some guys

Who has been asking me

If i could accept them

These days

Will be going Malaysia tomorrow

Will be back only on the 24th DEC...

Anyone wan to contact me can just still sms me

I will reply even in Malaysia

If i did not reply your message

I maybe busy

//One day i was missing you so

I stayed up all night

Standing at the stars
I started to cry cause

The stars resembled your eyes

The warm weather resembled

Your arms around me

The peaceful music

Your wonderful words

The baby crying

You saying you want one

The laughter of children next door

The joy you brought

The sun rise

The beauty you brought

The light the sun produce

The light you brought to my life

See everything reminded me of you
But the real you wasn't these
I held a picture in my hand

That you were in

I held it so close

And it helped me fall asleep

And finally got my rest

But i'm still missing you

So come back to me//

I'm not the person i use to be before i met you

I was a girl which hides all her feeling inside

And not dare to show anyone that it hurts inside

And i would be hurting myself silently

But when i met you i became more open

Cause you made me believe that i can rely on you
And i'm not use to being a happy girl

I just pretent that i'm happy in front of everyone

Before i met you

But you made me understand wat was

The real kind of happiness

I've already hurt myself

But nothing seems

To hurt more than my heart...

Thinking back of all the memories we had

All the fun we had

All the times we had

Just made me sad

Why do we have to become like this??

I will be waiting

Waiting for that day you will contact me once again

All i could do now is

Stared at my phone blanking

I will still love you like i use to

I will still miss you like i use to

I will still cry for you like i use to

Crying in the middle of the night

Where everyone is sleeping

So nobody would know i'm crying

I will still pray for you like i use to

Just to make sure you are alright

And you would be save

I will still be there for you like i use to

I will be waiting for you

No matter how long it takes...

I can't stop myself from crying

Why do i cry so easily

Stupid i'm no use

The only thing i know wat to do now is cry

Stupid me

No matter wat i do to myself on the outside

Nothing hurt more than the inside

I just wish that i will be brave enough

Just to take up the pen knife

And cut myself....

No matter wat happen i will still wait for you

Things just came so suddenly

I have no idea wat has happen

Tears are faling down so suddenly

I just can't stop it

Wat i'm i suppose to do??

No matter wat

Through rain or shine

For richer or poorer

No matter when

In sickness and health

For better or worse

Went to CSC club

For blowing

Going out tomorrow for karaok

With Isabel and Peixia

These few days are bored

I'm staying home

Haiz...

Doing house work all day long

Would be going out next week

Meeting up wit primary school friends

And having a 6B1 class outing to sentosa

Went eat eat long john wit cherilyn first

After that went to walk

Gladys came and we waited for the time

3.30 finally

Went in to see Rapunzel

After the movie head to IMM

Raining so heavily

Went to walked

Then went for dinner wit them

After that headed home

After few hours of using com

When to KUKUP on 4-5 December

I though the place would be very worse

As it;s on the seaq

But it's really big

Even has air con too

Watch Karata kid

Took taxi on the day to JE to take the bus to go KUKUP

We bored the bus then it head to BP

After head to marsalling

On the way watch karata kid

Reached singapore custom

Them head to malaysia custom

Stand there for 2 hours

For passport check up

Finally done

The head to KUKUP

Finally reached there after hours of bus ride

Got down the bus and when there

We started eating lunch as it was prepared

After lunch when in to my room Cam Whore wit gladys

Cherilyn they all was sing K-Box

After that around 4.30 there tea time

Me and gladys did not eat

When to the room to chat and cam whore

Around 7 we were hungry and when to eat the tea break stuff

As dinner was BBQ and they just started preparing

We when to sit at the 'so aclled net there

To see the view in the night

After that dinner was ready

We started eating

The food keep on coming

After the 5th dish i was like

HUH still got ar

It keep on coming

There was around 10 plus Dish

Everyone could not finish

Everyone was stuff full

After that when to play fire works

The next morning

(I did not sleep at all as the air con was too cold)

There was curry puff

Rice,Fish porrige,Fried noddles and some sweets

After that we when to play majong

Untill the lunch was serve

We when to eat after that

Continue playing

Needed to pack bags to get ready to go home

We watch IP man on the bus

Head tto shopping mall to shop for 1 hour

But we when there

Saying 1hours is not enough

So grandma when to buy bag

Then we when to eat

After that time was up we went up the bus

And head to malaysia custom

Then singapore custom(was quite fast)

Then drop off at JE

Took taxi home then when of dinner at GEK PHO