Wednesday, October 27, 2010 | 8:17 PM | 0 ♥ Sweet Candy
I still sick!!!
Whole body feel very cold
Still having flu
Sore throat had gone worse
Cough had gone worse too
Today after school went to some places wit keslyn
Sit at the play ground and talked things out
Nobody would understand how we felt
The whole thing had been mess up
We talked and talked
Found out that we had the same common problems in our life
Sometimes is not we wan to hid from you two guys(both our bf)
But is we really don't know how to say
It hard to explain our things
Even if we explain nobody would believe us
That's why we had been hiding our feelings inside ourself
Not trying to let you two guys or anyone to know about it
Today we did burst
We cried
Cried for about 10min non-stop
While i was crying i have been think of the things
That I've experience these days
It's hard to say how we feel
That's why we keep it in our heart
We tried to hid all our feelings in ourself
And let ourself suffer the most
Our feelings are complicated
We had anger,sadness, confuses,emotionless,lost...
Hard to say,hard to express our feelings
All i have to say to you the two guys
We really don't know how to say to you
Is not we don't wan to say
We are just being hurt too much
To express ourself
And we had lost how to smile
All the smile we had is just to let you guys not to worry about us
Those smile is just a mask we had been wearing over our face
Cause we don't know how to smile any more
And PINKY you don't exist in our world any more
You are gone so as our soul...
♥Love Me Unconditionally♥
